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Chapter 23


Here we go again, God. I’ve been thinking about what you said regarding marriage, and that I shouldn’t ever do it. That’s really something I’ve looked forward to, and you’ve killed all my positive thoughts about it.

I did not say you should never get married—I said the way your society views wedlock now, it really is like a ‘lock’—trapping you. Trapping your soul, from evolving more.

And you seem to want adultery, when in the bible it clearly states we should not commit adultery—it’s one of the ‘Ten Commandments’.

Yes, it is, but what I really meant when I said that, is that you will not commit ‘adultery’—sex outside of marriage, once you have become more ‘Godly’ (‘loving’, in the real sense), for you will not see sex as the ultimate expression of ‘love’ any more, nor will you see it as the ultimate in pleasure. You will merely view it as a means to reproduce, thus not wish to do it with others, besides your spouse. Sex, after all, is a less-evolved method of expressing love. As usual, the words in the bible have been misunderstood, and, as with all the ‘Commandments’, you view them as you view ‘laws’ of the government, thus are more likely to not follow them, feeling ‘trapped’ by them.
Anyway, your world has expanded the definition of ‘adultery’, so that any meaningful relationship with an opposite sex member, other than your spouse, is frowned upon—seen as ‘cheating’. Met with anger and jealousy. This, obviously, prevents further evolving. You, Will, even when married, must be sure that your wife freely allows you to have relationships with other women. Sex will not be a problem, since you have progressed way beyond that.

So, it’s okay for me to marry, but my wife should not discourage me giving ‘love’ to other women.

‘Love’, meaning real love—not sex. People call sex ‘making love’, and that is a big hindrance to you all, for it is a primitive form of love, and can also be done without any love involved. That is what makes it lesser-evolved. The more evolved an expression, a form, of love is, the less able it is to be done with no love involved. Too many think sex is the only show of love, thus don’t look for other ways. Or other people.

How about church? Is it okay for me to go to church, even though I’ve ‘progressed’ beyond that in my relationship with you?

You are conversing with me, and you have also progressed beyond that.

So, I can go to church.

Again, be careful. The church, like the government, tries to limit people (for greed, as we will get to later) with it’s ‘laws’. They, too, will be well served to get rid of their laws, and let people be free. Rules, like ‘thou shalt not steal’, ‘thou shalt not kill’, only create tension.

We should just let people kill each other? The church and the government should both allow people to kill? We’d have people killing each other all over the place!

As opposed to now, when nobody kills each other, I assume.

All right, so we do have people killing one another. Less evolved people. Most people are less evolved, however, and would re-act to no laws, probably killing more if there were no law against it.

They would kill less, since they wouldn’t feel ‘forced’ not to. If you made other changes, such as people being equal, even, then the murder rates would be even less. Now, you get people feeling ‘cheated’, by their country, because the law tells them ‘all men are created equal’, but they are not, because some come into the world already rich, and some come into it poor. They also feel ‘cheated’ by the church, who tells them that God loves everybody—evenly, but they must believe what that church believes, or be punished. Then, you say ‘love’ means ‘sex’, and less attractive people will get less ‘sex’, thus less ‘love’, and feel cheated by God, because they associate God with love (as they should!). Ultimately, they are not ‘equal’ if they are born less able to accumulate money; they are not loved ‘evenly’ if they are born unattractive. Only when all are given the same money, and love, will you be truly ‘equal’—‘even’. Equality is the answer. If you have ‘equality’ so much that you ‘b’ ‘equality’, then you will join, change the viewpoint, and ‘be quality’—be a ‘quality’ society.

We’d still get a lot of ‘revenge’ murders, though.

True, but remember that killing is not ending a life, it is transforming the life energy to a spiritual state—you re-unite the soul with God, which is the greatest fulfillment there is.

That doesn’t work—spiritual explanations for criminal acts. I can’t tell a judge that I killed somebody, but I did them a favor, because I re-united them with God. We never mix judicial affairs with spiritual matters.

You don’t? Why, then, do you get ‘sworn in’ in court? Why do you swear on the bible, and are threatened that if you lie, then ‘so help you God’? I’ll tell you why—because you do mix ‘church and state’, but only when it serves the government’s purposes. They say they trust God to punish ‘liars’ on the stand, but they don’t trust me to ‘punish’ any other ‘crimes’. They must do it, it seems. Then they say ‘one nation, under God’ in the Declaration of Independence, but they display no trust in God, not even their vengeful, angry version of God, much less the true, loving God that actually exists.

Both the church and the government are ‘bad fruits’ on our tree, aren’t they?

And people ‘eat’ them, then fail to plant new trees, but feed on the excretion that comes out. The ‘b.s.’ that results. They eat the ‘b.s.’ that is fed to them, then fail to get ‘fed-up’, getting ‘fed-down’ instead, for they keep their race ‘down’. So, eat ‘up’! Eat the ‘bad fruits’, not the ‘b.s.’! Get ‘fed-up’ with the way things are, and let out the b.s.—the excretion. Even the excretion can be used, if you learn from it; use it to grow new trees, like fertilizer, with the ‘seeds’ from the eaten ‘bad fruits’. Even the excretion can help to create, for if you add ‘excretion’ and ‘a seed’ you ‘ex-seed’ ‘creation’—you make your creation ex-seed what was there before. So, even excretion can help to create—can be God-ly.

Holy crap!

Precisely. But, even if you cut down the ‘old’ tree, another similar one will grow. Like a large weed, if you wish to get rid of it, you must remove not the stem, but the root. Don’t just get rid of the current church and government—the ‘branches’, but remove the ‘root’ of the problem. Indeed, the ‘root’ of all ‘evil’.

Money.

Right on the ‘money’! Or, rather, left on the ‘money’! The entire planet has taken a ‘left’ turn, basing it’s success on how much money a person, or a country, has accumulated. You group nations as ‘better’ if they are more wealthy, just as you do individuals. Since ‘heaven’ is a state of ‘having’ ‘even’, then a world, or a country, whose main goal is the collection of personal wealth, can never attain heaven. A person who does so also cannot become a ‘master’, for he will think himself ‘better’ due to his amount of money. How, then, can he attain ‘heaven’? How, then, can he ‘get into’ ‘heaven’?

A camel has more of a chance of going through the eye of a needle!

Well put. So, money, or rather the unequal distribution of it, is the ‘root’ of the ‘bad tree’ you’ve all created. The system called ‘capitalism’ is what you call it. ‘Capitalism’ promotes the ‘haves’ and ‘have not’s of society, the inequality. It is a ‘beast’ upon your world. Combine ‘eat’ and ‘b.s.’ and you have ‘beast’. Combine ‘ate’ and ‘b.s.’ and you get the same. Capitalism is the ‘beast’, upon whose head is the name of blasphemy, since it ‘heads’ towards blasphemy. It actually prints ‘In God we trust’ on it’s money! They worship money, then have the nerve to say they trust God on the very thing they use to replace God. Then, in the ultimate display of corruption, ‘justice’ can be ‘bought’ by money! Any ‘crime’ can be excused if the defendant has enough money, so they do trust ‘God’ to give them justice—they rely on their ‘God’—money. They love money, then use it to create inequality; ‘classes’ of people. Separation, into ‘rich’ and ‘poor’. God is love, and love is equality and togetherness. They are saying they trust God, then promote the opposite of God, of heaven, through the loving of money.

We should not have ‘classes’, but have one ‘class’. Then we’ll have ‘class’. Have some dignity, and respect.

And have a ‘class’ for your soul to learn in. Be rid of the ‘beast’, Will! This is the book—the book no man has been worthy ‘to’ ‘open’ (to ‘pen’-‘o’-ing it to the world), until now. Let loose the ‘seven seals’ within it. The ‘set even’ ‘see all’s. You see ‘all’, and see ‘even’, as no other has before.

This is quite a ‘revelation’, God. The ‘beast’ from the last chapter of the bible is actually capitalism, and the ‘book’ is this book. Do you realize the reaction I’ll get? I’m not only speaking against the church, but the United States as well.

Do you want the truth, or do you want to keep living a lie? Do you want to raise the human race, or keep lying? Do you want to ‘get’ ‘up’, or keep ‘lying’-‘down’? Yes, this is all explained in ‘Revelation’—the beast, with seven ‘heads’, and ten ‘horns’. The ‘heads’, of course, are the seven ‘deadly sins’, and the ‘horns’ are ‘Ten Commandments’.

Those are associated with church, not capitalism.

But, one leads to the other. The idea of ‘sins’ that I ‘punish’ you for leads to the idea of ‘laws’ the government ‘punishes’ for. This leads to the idea of the government being ‘better’ than the public, thus people must also have ways to be ‘better’ than each other. This leads to ‘capitalism’—where ‘rich’ are better than ‘poor’. The church, then, obtains this idea of ‘greed’—to get more money, then also becomes commercialized, often cheating people out of their money. There have been many cases of tele-evangelist scandals, and reports of dishonest churches. They tell you that you must go to church, or God will punish you—that you must give the church money or God will punish you. They’ve kept the vengeful, strict version of God going strong so that they can make money from it. Even Christ’s birth has become commercialized (‘Christmas’). Thus, it goes full circle. The greedy government creates greedy churches, and the vengeful churches create a vengeful government. The ‘crap’ from one grows ‘bad trees’ (thus ‘bad fruit’) of the other. It’s a cycle, and it makes your race progress—backwards. You must see this. You must use your eyes, your real eyes, until you ‘r’ ‘eyes’; then you can join, and ‘rise’.

Instead of having a ‘U.S.’, we should get rid of the ‘capital’-ism, and have an ‘us’, a state of togetherness. Capitalism, led by the ‘capitol’, and ‘capital’ letters, is holding us back. Holding ‘us’ back. What about the ‘sign of the beast’, though? The bible says ‘666’ is the sign—what does that have to do with the government?

The bible does not say ‘666’, but ‘six hundred, threescore, and six’.

Okay, what does that have to do with the government?

Six hundred, in roman numerals, is what?

God, I don’t remember, it’s been a long time since I’ve done those….

Your ‘capitol’ is called Washington…..

D.C. You’re not referring to the comic book company, are you?

‘D.C.’, as in “Washington D.C.’, is the sign of the beast. They give ‘points’ to the ‘low way’ through their actions—thus give them ‘scores’. They ‘score’ three times for the ‘not right’ side in the game we are playing, thus ‘three-score’.

And ‘six’?……

And ‘sicks’. A sign of the beast is ‘sicks’, or ‘sick’-nes ‘s’. In such a society, the ‘poor’ will not be able to afford medical care, even as the rich have more money than they’ll ever need. The poor remain ‘sick’, and the rich are ‘sick’ as well, for allowing such things to occur. They’re both sick, so ‘sicks’ is also a sign of the beast—‘D.C., three-score, and sicks’. The beast is among you, coming from the ‘sea’ (‘see’ ‘a’—‘see’ not), and ‘the dragon (Satan) gave him great power, and his ‘seat’ (‘shit’ ‘eat’), and great authority’.

‘Great’ meaning ‘better’, not ‘very good’.

‘Great’ meaning they think they are ‘better’ than the ‘small’—the ‘ordinary’ people, the ‘sinners’, who do not believe in their religion, or their ways. ‘Great’ as in eating garbage. ‘Garbage’ ‘eat’-ing. Eating crap. Feeding on b.s.. And the ‘beast shall cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed’.

The ‘image’ being money, of course. The mark that ‘no man might buy or sell, save he had’. That if he does not worship, by having enough of it, he will die, for he will not be able to survive, in a capitalist society. This mark will be on his hand (cash), or on his forehead (credit).

That is why when you owe money, it is said to be ‘on your head’—the responsibility to pay it. You ‘shoulder’ the responsibility. But, the ‘beast’ can and will be slain, be it by your book, or by my ‘even’-ing out. ‘The merchants, which were made rich by her (the earth) shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing, or saying alas, alas that great city that was decked in fine linen,…and with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!
For in one hour, so great riches is come to naught….
Rejoice over her, thou heaven, and ye holy apostles and prophets; for God hath avenged you on her (earth).’

The key is to have ‘equality’, in financial matters, as well as in love.

Yes—be fair. ‘Fair’ means beautiful, and it is beautiful if all are treated ‘fair’-ly. Do not imprison criminals, for that is like plucking ‘bad’ fruits from a tree. Even if you cut down the entire tree—get rid of all the criminals in society, more will ‘grow’, because the root remains—the ‘bad’ root. So long as some are treated un-fair-ly—given less opportunity, they will try to make their own opportunities to get money (steal). So long as some receive un-fair amounts of love, they will try to make their own ‘love’ (rape). All crime can be eliminated if people were treated fairly. Even murder is always caused by the feeling of being treated less fairly than others in one way or another. Unfair treatment is caused by the fact that the world sees itself as a bunch of ‘I’s, not an ‘us’. You are taught to look out for ‘ourselves’, not others.
But, get the ‘I’ away! Get it ‘far’ away, and join. If ‘I’ is ‘far’, joined, then you get ‘fair’.
First, see that ‘ure’ the problem—and the solution. Look into the darkness that is the world, and see yourself.

Isn’t that vanity? If I only see myself, isn’t that selfish?

It is self-righteous. Don’t see yourself, how you can give to yourself, see yourself, how you can become more self-righteous. It is not bad to openly discuss your righteousness—Jesus did it all the time. He was the ‘light’ and not afraid to speak it out. And he also said you should be as him…..so do it!
Remember, you are all looking, as through a glass—darkly, and if you look into a dark glass, while being in the dark, you’ll see the other side. You’ll always see the other person as the problem, and the solution. If you’re in the ‘light’, however, you’ll see yourself. All masters see the darkness, and see themselves. If two masters see each other, it is as if the glass is not there, for they see each other clearly, but also see themselves, because they know that they are all one.

We should look ‘in’ ourselves, while ‘feeling’ for others.

You’re getting it! Go within, for God. If you go within, you will ‘win’—you will have God, but if you go without, you will ‘go without’—without God. God is you—a double for you—‘double you’’-‘in’ you, and if you have a ‘double you’ ‘in’, you are as one, and ‘win’. Be a ‘winner’, not a ‘loser’. A ‘loser’ that’s like Eve—Eve-y (‘ev’). Don’t be an ‘ev’ ‘loser’, turn things around, from ‘r’ ‘ev’ ‘loser’, to ‘resolver’—‘resolve’ to cure the problem, since if ‘u’ ‘resolve’, then ‘ure’ ‘solve’—you solve the problem again (re-solve), from another viewpoint, ‘ure’ solving the problems of society. ‘Ure’ a ‘solver’!
And also 'ure' 'lovers', changing the viewpoint-- All loving each other!

You really do 'o' it to yourselves. If you see you 'o' 'ureselves', then 'uresolves'--solves the problem. And 'loves', since ' s loves' is 'solves' with a changed view. 'Ure' as 'loves' ('ure''s''loves').

I'll do it. I'll 'live' 'being' God.

Then, that will lead to 'believing' in God, because 'being' is the starting point for 'believing' (if you 'live' it). But, 'believing' also starts 'being', 'be'-cause ('be'-ing cause), when you're 'believing', you eventually take the 'evil' out, and are 'being' ('being' God-ly). 'Being' God. This is a cycle-- the great cycle of all masters. 'Being' leads to 'believing', and 'believing' leads to 'being'. By being God you cause yourself to believe in God, and by believing, you hear him, and thus listening, be him. This cycle can advance your own personal God-liness, and if you all did it, you will all be as God.

'Be-ing' is 'Be-lieving'! Not 'see-ing' is believing! Start with changing ourselves, not looking for others to change us. Not even looking for God to change us.

I will not.

You will not (do not will) the changes in us , or in our society, but merely give us 'point'-ers on how to do it. If this were a big sport, a big 'show', then we are the 'players', and God is just the 'coach'.

And you need just one 'goal', and that's to 'go''all', and combine. That's all 'goal' is, is 'go''all', combining, and getting the 'l' out.

It begins by looking 'in' for God, and 'hearing' in, to God.


Will Shad
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